Monday, November 22, 2010

crazy little thing called LOVE~


People are often mistaken what love is all about. Though, if we go through the dictionaries, there will be tons of definitions on love but to me, love is beyond infinity. It is beyond what we could think of. I don't have someone special to be frank. Thus, my love's circle consists of my families and my friends. I am not ashamed to admit that I LOVE my friends. I have been living on this lovely God-made soil for more than 24 years and I learned a lot of what friendship and love are all about. Some of my friends, I should say, very loyal and generous. Some I regard as best friends because they were there when I shed my tears or burst into laughs. But, quite a recent event has made me to wonder whether friendship is a more relevant issue to me or it lays on the fact that friendship is meant to keep us and them occupied; being a parasite I must say. Nonetheless, I am a person who forgets things easily (especially when it comes to hurtful events :)). I tried to make new friends every single day. I went out to meet them. Some turned up to be a totally lost as I was disconnected from their world. I am not sure why. First, we went out and had fun, and I thought, we would remain like that. Unfortunately, things changed. They started to be too emotional for whatever reason that I don't seem to understand. Funny, funny, funny. Sooner, I took a drastic change. I literally disconnected them from my world. Sounds rather evil right? I am no evil peeps. I just do what I seem is right, I guess. I'll talk no more about this because probably I will have them back on my list later :). I suppose that is me; to forgive is too fast. It was a rough week for me for the past few weeks. I was busy marking examination papers, keying in the marks, struggling with my own assignments, had fight with my first group of people, final exams, long overdue assignments, facing the fact that some people are too emotional, keep on receiving wrong signals from people, had fight with the second group of people and learn what friendship is all about. Wow, that was narrated chronologically and I am proud of it. God is a great planner. He knows what seems to be the best for His servants. I am so glad to have Him as my planner. I am not a rich person neither do I regard myself as a pious man but I am pretty sure that there will be days that He will repay the goodness done by the good people around me. Thanks for being there; Him and you guys :)

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